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You know… I am watching the Moonlight TV series (something about Vampires for those who does not know what’s that).

Well, in one of the chapters I came to listen to the music: “All fall down” from OneRepublic.

Oh, why am I talking about this? Well, long story…
Don’t mind if anybody won’t read it anyway…

For some big coincidence, I’m working on a very important drawing for me. And this drawing has a quite complicated story. I’m not going to talk about this right now… Maybe the day when I post the drawing I’ll be able to explain better about its matter…

But something that came to my mind is that this music really fits a person I made friends with on Internet some years ago.

I remember finding him in a chat where people were discussing about death.
Yeah, that was the subject of the chat… Why did I enter a chat like that? Just because I’ve always been fascinated by the theme.

Well, whatever… I found this person there.
We got to discuss for a long time… I remember I could not leave the chat because the things he told me where quite interesting. In the end of the chat we exchanged MSN addresses so we could keep discussing it some other day.

We always talked about lots of stuff, not only about death. Things such as music, arts, human behavior, some attempts to make me understand something about physics (although I like physics that does not enter my brain. He even tried to make me read a Stephen Hawking’ books. Something that my sister finally did some years later. She made me read “The Universe in a Nutshell”. Great reading, I could never imagine I would like it).

But the Death Topic was always there. Then, one day, he told me why he was in a chat like that the day we started talking.

He was dying… he had a degenerative disease.
Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS) …
Maybe that was one of the things that made him so addicted to Stephen Hawking…

At first, I did not believe it. Thought he was kidding…
The fact is that he wanted to talk to somebody about it. He could not count with his family to speak about that. He said his mother and sister would probably start crying like babies if he ever did. They were too sensitive about him. Anyway, who else to talk to about that? That’s why he was talking to people he never knew and probably would never know. People that would not freak out in front of the Death Theme.

We talked for a long time before I started loosing contact with him. Days were passing and finding him in the MSN was getting quite rare. Till the day I got to talk to his sister. She had entered his account to notify his contacts that he unfortunately was… dead.

Then I remembered the day he said to me that he believed in Guardian Angels.

He said something like: “Will my Guardian Angel be strong enough to fight before the Death Angel claims my life?”

I remember saying: “I can lend you my Angel to help yours only for that day!”

Yeah, despise his situation he had a great sense of humor…

That’s the day when we started creating our own angels and their personalities. It was pretty fun… That’s how these drawings were born:

---> The Shadows. This was meant to be the Death Angel. I still haven’t finished him… That glass hanging from his hand… The world was not supposed to be there as in the other deviation. I had to modify it for another work. (At least he lived to see this one.)

---> Gabriel – The merciful. The one I re-made. The first version was really crappy. This one I was supposed to lend to my friend to help the one I’m still drawing…

You can see a bit of him here --->

I’ll finish him when my hand gets better… My wrist still hurts. I think I overloaded it.

Well… getting back to the story I never thought I would tell anyone… until I listen to this music: All fall down – OneRepublic [link]

“Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me”

To me… listening to this one feels like… after all the trouble, he finally found his angel… Or something…

That’s how I felt a while ago…

And “Know that we all fall down”… Everybody dies one day or another…
I think that was the thing that most seemed to confort him…



Washu_M (Sorry for making a Blog out of my journal)

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Original Character to ~Marynchan (30% done)
Original Character to =khrazah
Original Character to *angiak666

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Hatake Kakashi AMBU Style to ~ToPpeRa-TPR (20% done)
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(We still have to decide it) to *orpheelin

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Grimmjow Resurrection to =blackstorm

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Art trades: CLOSED

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